My Will
I'm the kind of stubborn that is described in mythology. I swear I am. I dig my heals in. I fight hard. I was named after an amazingly stubborn woman. Her family's animal on their crest was a warthog representing their stubbornness. Another way to say stubborn is "strong willed." We use it to describe children that have to try things their own way before learning the way of wisdom. This was me. In a lot of areas and throughout life. I do things the hardest way possible first, and then find I could have saved myself money, hardship, and excess work if i had listened to or even asked for wisdom. But that will has gotten me through some incredibly tough times. And right now, I can't just will myself through this recovery. I need God's will. Which sucks because I'm stubborn and controlling and don't want to wait for him to heal me. If I could will anything to just be done, this knee would be better. The complications would disappear. I'd be able ...